darkestmidnight

Her dream is always the same. It starts like this. A cool sheet pressed to warm skin. Darkness surrounding her. Slow steady breathing. A whir of a fan, turning lazy circles in the night. Content. Loved. Cherished. But she gets bored. Needs action, wants romance. Needs her to be there. Needs her to want her. And so it begins. Again, like this. A cool sheet pressed to hot skin. Barely cooling, hardly satisfying. Breathing ever so softly. Echoing breaths on her neck. A hand, so soft, so light, possessively laid on her stomach. Arm draped over her waist. Soft, silken skin so close to her warmth. Full breasts pressed intimately to her bac

Her dream is always the same. It starts like this. A cool sheet pressed to warm skin. Darkness surrounding her. Slow steady breathing. A whir of a fan, turning lazy circles in the night. Content. Loved. Cherished. But she gets bored. Needs action, wants romance. Needs her to be there. Needs her to want her. And so it begins. Again, like this. A cool sheet pressed to hot skin. Barely cooling, hardly satisfying. Breathing ever so softly. Echoing breaths on her neck. A hand, so soft, so light, possessively laid on her stomach. Arm draped over her waist. Soft, silken skin so close to her warmth. Full breasts pressed intimately to her bac

The face that comes to me In sleep Faceless words Sung in a nameless tune Amounts to what You saw in me A tragedy (Waiting to end) A comedy (Waiting for the last laugh) Screamless and speechless You push and push How can I resist This empty void forming Returning To collect me from within Thoughts Helter skelter Slide through my brain Seeping into the rain drenched World outside Fading and burning An exorcism yearning The words I hear Evapourate Into the mourning Air

Rising And Falling Breath like water Laps at the shore Secrets exposed Turned to the light Of an overhead bulb Twisting And Turning A fly in a web Of despair and shame My inner self playing To a crowded audience Of lies Mirrors And Light Reflecting against me Turning my soul To dust and Saving my body For you.

When I close my eyes at night That's when I feel you near me Your touch warms my skin Like a thousand burning candles from within I hear the rain upon the roof Grounding me here in time and space I hear your voice inside my head Making me wish here didn't exist anymore I can feel you watching me even now You're here inside my room (my head, my heart) Scents curling around me, mixing time Our love and our lies Neither yours, neither mine You leave imprints in my mind The hate and anger bottled inside But you'd never recognise me now A metamorphosis forced By all consuming love and pain Rain still falling cools my mind Lettin

The truth will come To know in their hearts and souls What others pray to miss The love and comfort A life that turns into Itself, a love that revolves Spins out of control And leaves the taste Of bitter and dead Dark stoned roses Mouths eager to speak Tell the tales of People who are no longer Here, and can no longer see The world of light and Dreams Twisting in the darkened sun A noose for the heart And tourniquet for the soul Tightening, until we fade Blurring ourselves out And pushing others in

Cleansing, merging Souls seep like blood Through a barren sea In the ether surrounding Consuming completely Neither knows, though neither cares Time stretching the rope Snapping the thread As link By link We turn to smoke A journey too deep Too far to fathom Darkness a depth That light can\'t travel Of truth that spins On a fragile thread Of hope And tears that Stain like salt

The sun rises As my soul cries The burning cleansing devil Clawing at my insides Hollowed out only to be Coloured in by our lies The claws that I feel Raise black welts Scarring my heart To leave it barren Devoid of heat And light that I crave Dark and depthless pools Your eyes blinded by Words untrue As our love withers And dies