Mood: Knackered
Listening to: Easy Street from the musical Annie
Reading: War of the Worlds - H.G. Wells
Watching: Spooks Season 2



So knackered. Whacked out, kaput. It's only two weeks into the new term and that's it, give me a bloody long holiday because I need one. Doing too much? Methinks so yes. I don't have enough time to do anything at the moment. Hence the rather rudeness of me to certain people. Yes, I know, I'm not happy about it, and I will give an update. I just seem to have so many things on. But even if I have to neglect something else I will do it. I will not be any more of a hypocritical bitch.

Other than that. Bleh. Health is good, want it to be better. Why are there no jiving clubs in my area? Apart from salsa... meh, may have to settle for that. But I want to jive dammit. Great to have a plan. So far I think 2006 is gonna be a great year. And look at me - no depression for nearly 3 years!!!

Epiphany

Your words they make just a whisper,
Your face is so unclear,
I try to pay attention,
And the words just disappear.

Cause it's always raining in my head -
Forget all the things I should have said.

So I speak to you in riddles
Cause my words get in my way,
I smoke the whole thing to my head,
And feel it wash away.

Cause I can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart,
And dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart.

Cause it's always raining in my head -
Forget all the things I should have said.

I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention,
That I always try to hide.
Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel.
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing isn't fear.

Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said.


Christmas picture was eventually abandoned as it just didn't seem worth it in the end. Christmas was too chilled and relaxing for my brain to engage in arty work. Lol. Plus the fact that my camera charger was packed away God know's where.

Still working on a pixel piece, but have to do it in spurts, it's so fiddly coz I've never done one before that I'm finding myself frustrated if I'm not in the mood for it. And the writing... seems to be slowly coming back to me. Which of course is of the good.